UPDATE: Former England cricketer Steven Finn has opened up about his emotional turmoil in a raw new book detailing his struggles during his cricket career. Just days before its release on November 6, 2023, Finn shared heart-wrenching memories of a time when he felt “lost and broken” during the disastrous 2013-14 Ashes tour in Australia.
In a candid interview, Finn recounted how he choked up while recording the audio version of his memoir, saying, “I couldn’t get the words out because I was crying.” This emotional moment underscores the lasting impact of his experiences, having played in three Ashes-winning squads yet feeling he never reached his potential.
Finn, who took 254 wickets for England across all formats and 125 wickets in 36 Tests, reflects on the deep-seated feelings of “embarrassment, shame, and letting people down.” He recalls a pivotal moment when then-coach Ashley Giles labeled him “not selectable,” a phrase that haunted Finn for years and contributed to his struggles. “It was clumsy language, and I think it damaged me,” he said.
As the former fast bowler prepares for his new role as a television pundit, he emphasizes the importance of mental health in sports—a topic that was often stigmatized during his playing days. Finn’s openness about his battles with anxiety and depression resonates deeply, especially as he admits to being on medication during his last years of cricket. “I went on medication for a while because there were moments when it really flared up,” he revealed.
Finn’s journey back to cricket in July 2015 was marked by a triumphant return, taking eight wickets in a crucial Test against Australia at Edgbaston. “My mindset was completely clear and free again,” he recalls, highlighting the mental barriers he had to overcome.
As he looks ahead to the upcoming Ashes series, Finn believes this England team has a strong chance to succeed, stating, “This is England’s best chance in 15 years to win the Ashes.” He evaluates the current squad, noting the importance of key players like Jofra Archer, who he believes can significantly impact the series with his pace and aggression.
Finn’s story serves as a reminder of the emotional weight athletes often carry, and his insights into personal growth and resilience are compelling. He aims to be an empathetic coach, expressing his desire to help young bowlers navigate their careers with understanding and support.
As Finn prepares for his new chapter in sports commentary, he reflects on his aspirations: “I would absolutely love to be the voice of TMS.” His journey, marked by challenges and victories, continues to inspire as he advocates for mental health awareness in sports.
Stay tuned for more insights from Finn’s memoir, The Ashes Files: My Pride and Pain in Cricket’s Most Intense Series, set to release on November 6. This powerful account promises to resonate with athletes and fans alike, shedding light on the complex emotions behind the game.
